Wednesday, March 11, 2026

Knives

It began with a wish to be useful.

but when that died, it became a wish to be safe... to protect... to be a hero... heroes are useful.

Knives cut. They separate. I am a knife. I slice invisibly as a spinning blade flying through airs. In two hands, I become chaos.

Eventually, I learned to create.

Knives are useful for creation. They are a tool that converts raw universe into prepared, culinary acts of kindness for others.

I love food, therefore, I would like to share this love with others.

Food requires cooking. I wish to show my love through cooking.

In order to cook, I can not use just any old knife, I need a knife that represents my cooking soul.

The blade must be beautiful, and it must work well.

And so I collected expensive Japanese knives created by master bladesmiths in Japan who put their name on the blade.

And now I must maintain these knives, that is when the hobby of knife sharpening began... to respect the high value knives I have obtained.

Knife sharpening became a journey in itself, and now I am deep inside it.

I love knife sharpening... but I have run out of knives to sharpen. Perhaps I can solicit my friends to lend me their knives so that I may sharpen them.

And now I am the knife sharpener amongst my friends.

I am useful.